80 lb organic from pine or corn kitty litter

Things you might not know,

Kitty litter that clumps,

If not changed daily,

Grants you the owner,

Or barer a large maggot farm,

Organic will do the same what is easier to shift,

When I say shift I mean a move,

And you can use it as fertilizer,

If you use if you put the company growling crap in your garden everybody will know it's crappy poop from your cat,

If it's organic which is pine or corn or wood nobody knows cuz cats poop outside,

You can only bury people so far down if you're okay so a lot of times they poop in your garden,

Years ago people are all pissed because a lot of the food came from Mexico and a lot of the Mexican Farmers don't have cattle or horses you can't use goat because goat is too high into nitrate and it will burn the surface and nothing will grow,

I know this because I drove Amish for 6 years and the Amish you had goats the poop is too  high and nitrate and things die,

Chicken poop is fine goat poop is not,

Horse manure is good cow manure is good and you know everybody s****,

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When snooty face Americans got wind of the fact that some of the poop put on the gardens was human nobody wanted the food how silly is that good grown produce grown in the ground could have all sorts of other poop on it as long as it wasn't human!

Chris's mom died last August she had cared for her mom since 2:05I drive my neighbor,

Teresa Snyder,

Is diabetic and going blind in one eye,

She was hoping to sell her trailer and get Cmoney for it and then get a car so that she could drive,

Her car she loaned to her sister Mary who lives across the court and Mary had a deer before she had the car insured,

I have known Teresa for a year in September and I probably know everything there is to know about her family the ghost house that lived in in cedar rapids her mother or dad her stepfather his family her nephew Luke, Luke another chapter,

Teresa's mother died last August she had cared for her mom and the one bedroom apartment she had had in Cedar Rapids since 2005,

Mary's husband was a trucker,

Mary was an executive secretary,

Mary and her husband we're going to call him John moved to Alabama where Mary's job,

John had become a pledgeic and Mary and John had divorced gone their separate ways when I'm at John John and Mary were living in a trailer in Quasqueton,Iowa where I live,

Mary was beside herself annoyed because she thinks that she could have taken care of her mother but Mary was in Alabama and her mom was in Iowa it's hard to care for someone when they're a million miles it seems in between,

The job  of carrying for mom had fallen to the eldest daughter as it always does in my family I was the oldest daughter, my older sister who was adopted at eight in psychology, it's not really considered the eldest to the fact that she is a part of another family not of my blood except for we share a mom,

I regress I'm talking about Mary's family Mary and Teresa, Teresa's eldest Mary was a youngest daughter, dear mom died last August here in the park where I live Mary refuse to help with mothers put away a cremation . There are two funeral parlors in Independence Iowa the other one will call x cuz I don't remember or know their name followed the ambulance cuz they had a CB and knew that her mother had died so they were right there in her face and Teressa is diabetic she doesn't do well that way.

She doesn't think. They kept saying that you have to have you have three days to cremate a loved one I was told when I took Mom and mother had her desires for her funeral and what she wanted to do with her body with her death at Martin's funeral home in our hometown to Waukon, Iowa where Arlene Martin had been her dear friend and they have played bridge together for years and martins used to for a hundred years had funeral parlors and furniture store in Waukon Iowa,

Due to shenanigans and gaslighting my older sister had forced mother from her home after she said on fire that's the reason I would like to go into criminal justice yes I would hold those people accountable for closely accusing family members of elder abuse when they're the ones who start the house on fire!

Does killing the gay sister who took care of Mom since she was 9 and stood in the way of Diana the older sister stripping mother of the property that her adopted dad my father dad had bought for back taxes in the thirties called Cub lake. I think the best person to go into criminal justice is someone who is skeptical about fellow humans.

Anyway I'll put that aside for now. Lily my cat is still outside she's doing well she's just not happy and she refuses to come inside and I'm not putting food out for her. 

Luke Teresa's nephew came to see her on Thursday Teresa was supposed to go to the doctor because her back has been killing her because of a slip disc instead of going to a chiropractor who are a specialist and take the same MD degree program that MD's did it would rather have drugs and probably a detrimental to her injected into her instead of actually having her back stupid stupid stupid stupid!

So she tells Luke I've gotten a little deep into that bank cuz I have an overdraft evidently she told him a number because gave her a specific amount. Got them out well she found out she had $11 in the bank so she really wasn't overdrive that was a part of her fixation  on the bank not actuality. So she put 49 in that gave her $60 in the bank. Then we went to Goodwill I wanted to go by a quick start I want to know exactly what I had in the bank cuz I didn't have what I thought I had myself.

She doesn't keep track of what she spends she had about $70 in her hands and $60 in the bank. The neighbor Chad who has gone from 25 last year to move our postage stamp size yards to $44 so his niece can mow the yard and I don't give a rat's ass about his niece I don't think that we should have to pay his niece to mow a yard I'm not going to.

He wanted Teresa to bring him a mountain dew with a black label I have no idea what that is I left work I couldn't find it I was not going to buy it for him. He has what he seems to think is a wealthy mother and he's 44 with a psychosis issues Chad also wanted two pizza's. We had to go to food Bank cuz according to her she didn't get meat which I don't see how that could possibly happened because they take the cards from us they pack it up put it into another cart and then when we're done going around there a little tiny loopy loop and freaking out one thing from three freezers and we get our produce then we'll send off the door there's no way it got lost. But evidently they don't keep track of that nor did they seem to keep track the fact that she is only one person living in her trailer with her memories of her mother and her cat.

She was beside herself when she thought she only got chicken she got chicken and two other pieces of meat.

My God I am pissed I told them my refrigerator is dead I got meat I gave you my cats and that the night after they got chicken cuz it was thawed and it's frozen so hard that sometimes it takes an entire month for that meat at the food bank to unfreeze.

I feel the desire to tell them that she is not to she's a one but I'm not Russia and though the president wants us to become Russia and China I'm not them I'm not going to so I tell you. She Burns a pan throws it in her yard and buys another freaking pan.

She spent $70 at Goodwill she bought two fabric folding chairs four pairs of shoes $10 of gas for me. I seem to drive for everywhere I go no money for my time so I want to start going back to driving for people I need to get paid for taking them not money in my tank money in my tank gets money in my tank but no money for me no cat litter. I am checking my cat litter out today because I have a good crop of maggots.